Lifestyle and Self Healing

I wanted to talk about me not continuing therapy. It happens at times and for me i've felt so unmotivated to do it because of my schedule at school, i only go there two times a week and usually when i schedule my appointments it always lands on a different day. I get unmotivated to go solely for it because of the drive and the parking and it's really stupid and immature of me to think that, my health comes first and i should really take the opportunity since it's already paid for with the tuition. The first session isn't really a session it's called a screening, and what it does is basically screens you to see exactly what you would want help in and then from there the next session will most likely start with seeing that process and then going on from there. I don't know how i've been doing personally, i feel as though most of the time i've been doing pretty well, school keeps me busy and sometimes i see people that i talk to or hangout with from time

I went to Knotts Scary Farm yesterday, i'll be going more times as well since i have a pass to it. I just wanted to post this because i had an idea that i should take photos of each maze and give a review of the mazes, without really spoiling anything. I didn't take photos this time other than this photo here which is the Depths maze, we didn't even go inside because it was an hour wait and we weren't going to stay super late at the park. This was just a quick post to kind of show what i would be posting about next time, so i'll make sure next time to take photos of each maze and share my thoughts about this year's maze. They've been great so far, i was able to go to 4 last night so not too bad. 

I had a conversation with my ex not too long ago about what happened between us and we talked for a while about it and now we are slowly getting away from the concept of being friends... and going into actually going on a date. We went on our first date not too long ago, and everything felt the same way it did before in a good way. Nothing was uncomfortable or awkward. There's a lot i'd like to mention but for privacy reasons i will just say that he wanted to mature more as a person and honestly so did i. There were mistakes that were made along the way but now i'm bit over it already and want to try it out again and see where it takes me. I feel happy right now and i hope this feeling doesn't go away because i'm not ready for it to again. I guess you could say i'm hoping for the best right now and i'm going on with my life at a slow and steady pace... we aren't going to rush anything and i am actually perfectly fine with that... of course there's

Firewatch was phenomenal. So Firewatch is a first person mystery adventure game and you play as Henry and explore a lookout area by quests given by Delilah who is your supervisor.. things get interesting when weird experiences start happening around you. For me this game was able to make me feel like all the stress i had went away, because i focused my time on literally escaping within this game and it felt therapeutic. The colors and scenery of this game were incredible and made it that more enjoyable for me. I really recommend this to anyone, it's easy enough to play and understand once you get used to using a map in the game. It's story driven so it feels very intimate overall. I don't want to give too much away of what this game is because if someone would like to experience this for themselves i would encourage them to do so because playing this game i think will give you a new perspective of certain issues in relationships... that's all i want to say for no