Grieving throughout a process that has happened before feels like hell. I'm sure a lot of people can relate. As of now, of course memories still come from time to time but i've been coping in a healthy way about this. I've been writing in my journal everyday, that was something i did before the break up, and it's something i want to continue because i talked to my therapist about it and thats how a habit forms. This is a healthy habit i want to continue and although some days will be more difficult than others in terms of what to write about, it'll be fine because not everything has to be so deep and personal, a simple check in will work. I've been reading more as well as playing a game i really enjoy which is the telltale's walking dead. I've made my own reading journal and made it look cute and i'm going to write down the books i read within each month and give sort of a review of what i read. I'm motivated to do some boxing/ kickboxing... i want to become more active overall and play some tennis with my old coworkers and my supervisor. We have a punching bag at my home but we don't necessarily have space to hang it up in the garage so we are waiting to clear out some space and then hopefully soon i'll be able to just have fun while working out with that punching bag. I've also just been busy with work, and a lot of what work does for me is distract myself of some of the burdens i may carry. I focus on something else and eventually the thing that i worry about fades away naturally. Plus i may have a chance to work somewhere that i think i would actually enjoy working at, if i have the chance which i'm hoping i will. Seems like this new chapter for me was well needed, and it shows that i've done all i can and i have no regrets about it, if someone doesn't value you for what you are and what you've done... then just walk away from it, someone else will definitely appreciate it when it comes by.
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