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I work at my college library and i don't usually do anything unprofessional at work, at least that's what i believe. I'm out of my previous relationship already and i was loyal all throughout it so i never really paid much attention to guys around me because i had a bf at the time, but now that i'm single i've noticed one guy recently. He checked out a book and i was the person helping him out and i felt ridiculous, like a little girl seeing a crush. He was attractive and something about him made me feel this sense of excitement that i haven't felt obviously because i've been in this slump lately where i want to get over my ex and at this point i really am getting over him and that day where i saw that cute guy at the library it was proof of that, it was proof of that feeling that i would get being asked on a date or being asked for my number. I was debating on whether to go up to him and give him my number but i chickened out at the moment and didn't end up doing anything really, i kind of just admired from afar. But if he happens to come by again i'd like to strike up a conversation and actually give him my number this time. I'm not trying to actively look for a relationship so soon but i wouldn't mind just trying it out and maybe going on a date to see how it would work out. I'm not going to limit myself just because i got out of a relationship, but i also want to have some time for myself to heal so i'm not trying to look for anything serious but i think a date here and there would actually be okay for me and motivate me to move on. 

*Note* not my original photo ... Library Inspiration

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